“Have you called Ha yet?”
It was a persistent reminder my Dad would slip in every time I phoned home.
“No, I haven’t. I’ll get there”
A part of my procrastination was due to a subconscious determination to be completely present in my day-to-day adventures of hopping on bicycles, meeting strangers in remote towns, and losing myself in a new city. Another part of it – if I’m to be honest – was the dread of confronting the inevitable — having to communicate in Cantonese. I have terrible Cantonese, and I hate being thrown into situations where I’m not able to fully able to articulate myself.
But I knew eventually I’d have to pick up the phone to coordinate our much anticipated meeting.
Fast forward another week, and the day had finally come. By now, I agreed that working with a translator would ensure the most fulfilling experience for two relative strangers to communicate.
Ha picked up our mini entourage from the bus station and we made our way to Panyue.
Looking back on the day of our first meeting, I wish I could have told myself (or anyone else facing a similar situation) the following:
This is family. No one is going to judge you for butchering names or coming up short on your Chinese vocabulary. Case in point: I spent the whole morning using the wrong tone referring to my relative “Ha” – and basically called her a shrimp… all..day..long.
- Be open, and completely present
All the grand plans I had to photograph/video and document the experience were thwarted by me wanting to simply absorb everything happening for the first time. It’s hard to be both the first and third person. Give yourself the licence to just let go and be present, and leave the photography to someone else (in this case, my translator and my friend). At the end of the day, the feelings and the memories are what’s important.
- Come with questions
You will be inundated with information, anecdotes, passing comments and enough stories to fill an entire encyclopedia of your family history. It’s helpful to have a few questions in hand to help guide the conversation, and also helps your hosting-relatives narrow down an itinerary. As someone who loves to ask questions, I was armed with my list (a few which I’ve included below), but it’s also important to keep an open mind and be willing to take off in a completely different direction (see point 4) as the day unfolds:
- How has this neighbourhood changed over the years? When and why did people start emigrating?
- What sort of family traditions does your family have?
- What message would you want to share with your family outside of China?
- Be prepared to go off-course
While my cousin had a couple destinations planned for our day together, our spontaneous chatter would ignite new suggestions on the fly (“Do you want to see this nearby town that was used as a film set recently?”, “I think there’s an old water well around the corner… want to see?”, “It’s hot. Do you want to try some street-side sweet tofu dessert?” My answers: Yes, yes and YES). It’s these less structured activities where you’ll find both parties more natural.
- Download a couple helpful apps
Pleco (a Chinese-English dictionary app) comes with default Mandarin translation, but you can easily add the Cantonese plugin for free. It’s helpful for a quick double-check on vocabulary and tonal pronunciation. For more complicated sentence translations, there’s a few free apps available that let you record yourself speaking in english through the microphone input. But be wary, accuracy can be hit or miss.